Sunday, May 10, 2009
Sian, suddenly urge to pen/type/text etc here on this dead little thing.
One thing I've learnt in jc. LIFE IS SIAN...zz
Everyday,
1. Wake up 5.40am-ish.
2. Bathe, leave house by 6.10-ish to attempt to catch the 6.08-ish bus >.>.
3. Miss bus and take the 6.20-ish bus instead.
4. Meet anwar and arif, take bus to school.
5. Lectures/tutorials entire day.
6. Reach home at 5+ unless something pops up.
7. Try my best to study, usually failing in the process.
8. Rinse and repeat for the next day.
Talk about routined. Life is sian...
For the past 1-2 weeks, everyday would come home first thing is to work on my PI. Stupid PI, 6% or so of total PW but took up more than needed of my time. Hours and hours of work thrown into that stupid crap. At least its over, handed it in on friday. One of the worst part was drawing of pictures, must have spent a total of at least 6-7 hours on paint to draw the freaking pictures.
What's more, i regret being lazy to get new ink for my printer. Had to bring thumbdrive and printPI in school. BAD IDEA. Super long queue, made worse by the stupid f*ggots who decided to hog the line by plugging in their thumbdrive and do lots of last minute editting to their PI before deciding to print. One guy actually took 10-20mins before finally printing his stupid PI. Just because of that I missed 2 lectures by queueing up. Just great..
School life isn't that great as well. I've officially lost my initial spark of enthusiasm and am having trouble even scraping back tiny pieces of it. Sigh, losing interaction with most people le. Eg. OG mates, leo club mates, even some classmates. Somehow i feel like i'm going back under a rock all over again...and starting to revert back to the other me little by little...F***School is just so different from secondary. Now it feels quite individual le, no more spoonfeeding as seen from PW and also no geraldo kinda frens ._.
Now it's only going to get worse. JCT's are coming up soon. GP/econs = sure fail. ther subjs may not score well, time is very restricted now. After JCT is Alevel oral for chinese. Then pw gets more intensive and must mug for EOY le. During EOY still got pw preparing oral presentation, doing that while studying for EOY. Just great... Not to mention you still have to worry about passing GP.
Bottomline:
JC IS SIAN.
I could keep talking about how sian JC is...but let's stop that.
Leo Club: Very very inactive, the latest activity that was pretty important was leo camp. At least that was interesting. Lol, playing with frens concentration under the stars to end off the camp after a bbq. Funn.
Also, I'm in Free Tuition Scheme(FTS). I'm supposed to tutor a pri 6 girl for her subjects with hopes of helping her improve and prepare for her PSLE. Oh boy, i'm supposed to teach her chinese. GG lol. Lucky her chinese already quite decent, don't need me to teach. So far only met her twice and taught quite abit. Next week's her exams, wish her the best of luck.
Muay Thai: Still quite alright i guess? But i'm starting to lose interest since i have to go all the way to clarke quey because we're lacking members. Decided not to take part in competition as I probably won't be able to make it for training during june holiday with other stuff to do. Worst part is having to do muay thai with only 3-4 hours of sleep each day. That's very tiring.
Girls: Just decided to add in this section for kicks. Very tired now so anything goes. No, I must not try to go after any girl for now, especially since JC is kinda stressful with all the studying going on. Hence the need for the reminder in my pm, Girls are scary ><. What am i supposed to do then? sigh.. PS:This isn't meant to be offensive to girls, its just a reminder to myself.
General school: School without the studying part is alright. Talking with anwar and arif most of the time now and finding myself less and less surrounded by 3-7 girls at once. Would randomly start saying "siew siew siew siew.....rasengan / *makes hand signs* chhhhhhhh....chidori / *stretches arm* ban, kai. Tensa zangetsu / other random anime reference". Can't help it, its the only way to keep me sane, though its kinda ironic. The chem lecturer is also quite funny, in that I'd somehow find some mistake and have the urge to slam the table and shout "Objection!" like in phoenix wright.
OH, I'd like to dedicate one paragraph to this one person. *prepares sniper rifle*. Brian. *fires*. He's rather irritating? He would just randomly jut in to a conversation if nearby with his views, though sometimes it creates a "I don't care you know?" response in others. There was even one time when he went around asking people if they wore skinny jeans, and that he liked skinny jeans. I was like.."ok...wtf..? random much?" I'm just glad he's not in my pw group, and many others would agree as well. Good luck alvina/jireh/kimmie/shariff. You'd probably need it.
My current state of mind: non-constant. I'd be happy-go-lucky at one moment(though this hasn't happened for a while) to depressed to sianed to angry. There's only one thing to blame. Stupid JC life. zz.
Sigh, guess i should be sleeping soon. Almost 2am already, though that's already my normal sleeping time ._. Gdnitex then, whoever's reading this.
shoot! 1:01 AM
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Min Han
November 5th
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Griffiths Primary
Temasek Secondary
Temasek JC
Sec 1Excellence
Sec 2Excellence
Sec 3Unity
Sec 4/2
Cg 11/09
NCC Part B
NCC Part C
Ncc Part D
Leo Club
Pessimistic?
Saddist
Depressing
Semi-violent
Terrible Chinese language
Loves
Games
Acting idiotic
Being alone at times
Chatting on msn
Relaxing
Reading manga
Daydreaming
Hates
Having no choice
Doing embarrassing stuff
Wearing formal clothes
Exams
Studying
Backstabbers
Smoking
Liars
Taking photos
Wishlist
Pass chinese olevel
Complete my six sam deck
Having fun with friends for as long as possible
Getting good grades for exams
L1R5<13
To get taller
To remain friends with that certain someone?
To become optimistic
